See!

WoW! Its been a very long while since i last posted. No one probably comes here anymore but anywho's here i am. And i just realised something in the last couple of days that YOU were soooo wrong to have "warned" me to "tread cautiously" about your then best friend and HIS GF, when now, you are the third party! YOU broke up a perfectly good couple that had it in them to be together forever.

Yes, i do believe you cannot steal someone who doesn't want to be stolen, but nonetheless. What you did was wicked and so wrong. It goes against everything.

So, how dare YOU? How dare YOU warn me? So yes the both of you were meant to be.

And in my opinion, it is great training for YOU to be a home-wrecker.

I never hated you, i never spread my hatred for you cos i have none, but people have asked and i told them the truth. I simply do not like what you did to me and HIS gf. IT WAS WRONG!!! and i think its hilarious that you refuse to take responsibility.

These incidences happened eons ago and yes part of me hasn't let it go but i have made progress. haha.. but it put me through a lot of thought and reflection about me, about him, about us and about ppl.

Yes, some have argued where's my confidence. The thing is i feel this has little to do with confidence. Anyone who knows me knows i am confident, i am sure of myself and know exactly what i want and will do whatever it takes to go out and get it.

Do i trust him? I must admit, i had my trust issues due to the incidences but i always knew. I always knew he would never do something like that. And now, he's assurance, assures me.

I believe everything happens for a reason and those incidences happened for a reason. I will never settle for less than i deserve. To me, you were a "teacher" in my life and you taught me a good lesson, a good life lesson. And like most students, i don't like my teachers so much!

PS: i would NEVER sit on my brother's lap. That's just gross man....

siao!

i feel the same way.
its confusing isn't it.
but we make do with what we are given.
all i can do is do my best.
hope that suffices.

Nag!

Every week we hear the same thing before we actually get things started.. Once you get started nothing seems to be able to get you to stop! Its crazy... All the same. We still love you though we will continue to complain constantly.

So heather, why have you nothing interesting to blog about? Eh! How can you ask me to blog when you just stopped?? Not fair right.. yea yes ya... but life isn't fair. I know...

But you gotta have Faith FAITH FAITH!!

You'll be safe here.

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

Letting go: Step 2

i'm praying there's still a little hope left for us... its going to be the ride of my life.