Tuesday morning

Here we are at Starbucks at Holland V instead of in the lecture theatre. First, i was late, so we decided to just forget about lectures and do web d. so here we are. sigh! im so sleepy... okies kristie, stop surfing and lets do work!

lovely.

It was an amazing weekend, you have no idea. Breakfast on sunday felt soooo good! sigh. i hope we get to do that again soon!

Anyways, it's amazing what people think of themselves. Sigh. It's all part of MCM huh?! but still, you would think better of some people then you realise they can never put down their egos and admit to their wrong doings without trying to justify their actioins. but then again they have their pride to protect which i understand. But i hope to see you again someday soon just so, you know. haha. what will be, will be. i know where we stand, together. we got to where we are today without anyone. just us. so yupps. maybe someday soon you will get to find a fraction of what we have then maybe you will finally understand what its like to be at the other end of the stick.

But that's ok if you don't cos, you do what you need to, to validate yourself. i shall give you the last word, thanks for making this so easy. that last smirk you gave me was like topping on the cake! at the end of the day you lost something but i gained the world. hahahaha another cheap shot to add to my collection along with my unobjective, immature attitude. Hahaha.

eh! this entry has turned into another cheap shot! ooohh tasha, you are on a roll aren't you! siao!

kua kua kua kua.

i truly underestimated you, ohhh the poor people who have yet to realise what they have gotten into. oh wait. maybe i should rephrase that. hmm, why bother!

so you go girl! what we think don't matter! :)

ooohh cheap shots! i like... ...

diff ppl

Lets see first theres the person with the ego, ok wait, all of us have egos, but they ahve a particularly larger one.there's the people who need constant gratification. there's the ppl that are independent. there are ppl who need to be protected. there are ppl who need the last word. there are ppl who need to be right. there are people that cannot own up for their actions. there are ppl who do. There are ppl who just live without being noticed. there are ppl who are always getting noticed.

There givers and there are takers. What are you?

The Irony

we are always quick to point the fiinger away. its human instinct to defend ourselves, to justify our action. But at the end of the day, when you are wrong, you are wrong. so many ppl i know got into trouble recently for their choices and they all admit and learn. So admit it, apologise so we can continue living in the present. ironic cos everything you said you see in me, i see in you. your actions have consequences, my choices have consequences. i live by them. i trust my parents have brought me up well. i know my values, i stand by them, i treasure them. i belive in myself, i respect myself. i treat people the way i want to be treated. I have my flaws, i have many. but i do my best to change. i'm constantly changing and learning from my mistakes. i miss my family. been too caught up in my life to meet up with them and chat. sigh! i hope daddy enjoys his trip!

bad mood

i think you should grow up.

i think i should fuck it cos you're being a real bitch about it.

i think im getting tired of all this.

i am in a crappy mood.

wednesday

MY BACK HURTSSSS!!!

Kim this is for YOU!
you know the white cubed tofu? you eat that with soya sauce and the dried fish flakes. damn nice you know. yes kim! it's called agadashe tofu! hahahhahahahhaahahaha

Kim: who's that guy from prison break?
Tasha: Wentworth Miller.
Kim: oh. how to spell?
Tasha: went........worth.......miller
Kim: Oh oh oh!!!
Tasha:LoLoLoLoLoLoLoLoL!

ITS OK KIM I STILL LOVE YOU!

i know

2nd post.

Everyone has opinions. Everyone their own style. Here's mine.

OKay i take pics of myself too but you know i don't constantly put them up. Sometimes i get annoyed cos all i see is you! haha. It gets to a point, where i sit and think OK get over yourself already! its the same pose, its the same face! ok already! i get it, you think you're hot! now, go give me something real to look at, something with a little more substance. But then again that's just me.

And some people should just not bother to have a blog cos they have no opinion, they are oh so guarded and care so much about what people will think. So really, re-think the whole blog thing. Or have an opnion, finally! reading your blog is getting tiring, it lacks substance, lacks depth, lacks personality. Oh wait! you don't have one, rights... OK but that's your perogative. Oh wait, its ok i sympathise.

And to you, stop acting like the all mighty. cos you're not! you're just like anyone of us. so bugger off! stop talking to people in that degrading way.

Oh and one more think. I think people who are big bosses in companies downtown should remember that outside the office, you are an average joe, no different from anyone else. And people who serve you deserve some respect. Cos at the end of the day we are all the same. So stop acting like you're the boss and show some manners you would like your very own children to have. Only in Singapore do you find people stamp their feet and sigh when they have to wait in line, only in singapore do people complain over the smallest of things. OKay i admit i am guilty of that every now and again. But i i do feel bad about it.

So sir, at starbucks. Please show people who serve your coffee a little respect cos they are working for the very same reason you are, to support a family. They do their best. Its people like you that make the service industry so draining. Treat ppl the way you would like to be treated.


Anyways its funny how the older you are the more childish you seem to act. Hmm.. think about it.

Lecture day again...

Boom! Jean danker came in for lecture! was quite fun!

sigh.

Ok people will be people. Some people those close to me know who, will never change. Ok one or maybe 2 of you are "nicer" but then again you are who you hang out with. YOu know how they say, if you wanna know someone look at their friends. So here i am looking at your grp, your friends. As much as you deny it, you are who they are. So there. i am so over you! all of you are nobodies. YOu are just existing and wasting oxygen, so if one day you have a crappy day and decide to end it all, please o ahead. the world will be a much better place without you. Cos at the end of they day. ppl are ppl. and you are naive, ignorant, egoistic and so much more. So there! now who's having more fun?

We chatted, like we haven't in a while. Well, we never really did. And i don't really care cos i already gave up on you, a long time ago. Now, you are a friend of a friend that all. But nonetheless, the chat was good, though i feel the same. So now, i am scared for you cos i know where you are headed and i know what's going to happen. You are so predictable. So be careful cos you will get hurt, and he well won't care less. So it's your choice to make, its your life to lead, its your consequences to face; when you finally wake up and realise what you have done. You have been warned. But as much as i say i don't care, i always will somewhat. You can count on us, we'll be here when you fall.


I have friends around that truely care. That's all i need. Them. They are always there for me, they may not be the world, but they are my world. They sincerely care. And these people are all i will ever need, besides myself and my family and ashley! so there. I am happy. Very happy actually. So, tasha, just keep doing what you are doing and you'll do just fine... ... !

Here's to the new me!

Woots!

sunday to monday

Sunday nlb with kristie was fun! though we mostly chatted instead of doing work. coffee was good too! monday came and, here it is. tiring day. many bimbo moments (as usual right). Got a lot done. good dinner, good company, yummy dessert. now... great conversations are about to begin!

Oh and i'm happy for you as you already know. now can i have a hug?

Week 5

The end of week 5! We have one week of catching up, a "break" before week 7 where our media kit for PR is due and our site for Web D. Thank god PR is due on monday and Web D on friday. Gives us 4 days of breathing time to add the finishing touches to our first individual website! I kinda like school, ok wait i like school. I like my classmate, a lot actually, so if you are reading this and in my class! woots! I like my friends, i miss some of them but we still see each other. I've gotten a lot closer to some people this sem/yr and i'm glad. These people are the kind you want to keep for life! Lecturers are also all damn nice! I like school! haha. i mean that. hope this doesn't jinx things.

So much has happened this week. So much! The Radio magazine was being rushed by the entire cohort, actually its a gd thing its due during tutorial then all the classes are staggered and so the daws get free-er by the day. Anyways although we handed it in a llittle late, we got it done! and i'm happy with it. I am sure there are rooms for improvement and im sure my lecturer will let us knw how we can. But all in all i think we did a good job, right kim, right jo! yay! i'm so proud of us! hahaha. chey... Mind you i was in school from 8 am till like 9 pm on that day, umm thursday!

So the week went on, tutorial, yada yada yada. then came friday. Hmm.. so much happened on friday i don't even know where to begin. Well, for PR we had that test, the writing a news release one, and i think it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be cos i was absent for that tutorial with food poisoning. Then we had newswriting and that class was fun! we discussed an issue of the sunday times life section, we interviewed ms koh and learnt more about here. I thought that lesson was rather nice. Well, i like discussing stuff and getting my opinions out, as ALL of you know. haha.

Hmm.. After that i rushed down for Radio Heatwave! Serena was already there and so was Fiq and 3 year 1 ppl who filmed us for some soc pyc thing. I was kinda taken aback from that as i rushed down from class to see so many ppl in the conty with a camera on our FIRST show! Anyways i thought the show went quite well. Serena's nice and fun to work with, got chemistry one la hor. Haha lets do this babe!

Then sigh. a long story. Anyways went to pick him up and we dropped by his place for lunch cum tea and a little shut eye. hehe then we headed back to school and was there till like 7ish. Shit happens, as much as we don't want it to, as much as we deny it and pretend like it didn't/won't happen, it does. So, we headed to May's place finally. And it was good. I helped Aunty in the kitchen a bit as we chatted. Learnt how to make pepper steak - the french way! and it was good! I ate so much!

We left at 11 ish and headed down to Shawn's house to watch movies, ok we watched one, and left, they spent the night. After eating SO MUCH at May's place cos the food was damn good! We got to Shawn's place and guess who was hungry? ME! I had cup noodles, thanks shawn! i had evry single bite and hmm hmm it was good. i should stop eating so much! but looks like i got my appetite back. Kristie, how bout we pig out soon! We watched Shutter. Which i slept though the whole movie, i catched like the first 5 min. and pretended to be awake till i just was too tired. After the movie, we went home cos i didn't want to drive back home too late. Went down to 7-11 bought some stuff. and Shawn's bought the girls a lolly each! hmm! so sweet right! Then i dropped them off at al-ah-meen(mean) and we drove home. fell asleep almost stright away.

As much as friday had its bleah moments, it was good. i miss chilling out with friends. My sweet lovelies i think its about time we meet for that sleepover. my house also can! how? text me back when you sleepy heads finally get up. ok this is a very long post but i can't sleep so whatevr. my blog what...

Ok SATURDAY was good too! went to parkway with daddy, had lunch and got my hair cut finally and got treatment done! My extremely dry ends are gone! hair's a lot shorter now, but nice, i like. Ashley thinks i should get it cut even shorter. hmm... daddy left first, i took the bus home, haven't done tt in a while. Bought some GREAT buys at parkway. don't worry, you'll see them in time. Then i got home, got dressed, talked to my mommy a bit while i got ready. showed her my GREAT buys and went down to raffles to meet ashley and val, jarryl and jiawei was there too! we had dinner at long john's and their chicken has shrunk, like big time! Then we parted and ashley and i went down to taka for a little more retail therapy. Thank you for the bag! i love it! but love yo more. it a was very very evening. i enjoyed it tremendously! ok so here we are! on sunday morning, its 0838 and i can't sleep. i want to but my body doesn't seem to want the same things i want.

hmm...maybe i should go watch some TV! hmm... laters!






jia wei's mosquito bite and pimple!






















:)

done!

i'm sleep, i'm tired, i'm exhausted, i'm SICK!
My throats in shambles, my nose is blocked or running away, my head hurts.
But RADIO magazine is DONE!


i need a long, good nights rest.
4 late nights in a row, not that great a plan.
dying by the moment, saved by you, again.
Thank YOU!

train rides

So "SWAY!" today... I had to go all the way to school to submit my MC, long story, and on the train ride back. MY seat got stolen like 5 times. First some "rich tai-tai" (obviously not so rich cos must take MRT) stole the empty seat by pretending not to see me! The second was an old aunty, okay, i wouldn't have taken the seat anyways. Then the third was a mother with like a grom daughter and a pram. Argh! Fourth, Mother with child, i'll stand and let her have the seat. ok fine so the next empty seat will be mine! or so i wished! Empty seat!!!! mine...!!! But ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... nnnnooooo!!!!!! Some girl steal its from ME! ARGH!!!!!!! So angry and irritated and annoyed and argh! 5 different people steal the empty seat from me! What made it worse is that my bag was sooooo heavy cos i borrowed books from the library. So see. Tell me! argh! annoying or what!?!?

ON a brighter note, i am in awe of the so many different ways "meen-nahs" can come up with to change and modify their uniform so its shorter and tighter and well, sexier! SERIOUSLY!! They are so good at it. They can take the plainest, most average looking outfit and change it so its short and tight, and hugs you just where its suppose to. Just notice it next time you are at an interchange or something. I really, sincerly admire their creativity and WoW! the things they can come up with. Salute! (not that i like the style, but you know. "Props!" in Randy Jackson's terms)

getting high on info

School today was super F-U-N!!! Web D was too, believe it or not! We learnt how to use Fireworks to create a navbar, etc. Much much much easier than using Photohop i must say. school was good. Left my glasses in the ladies, and realised when i was in another class only. Had to run back to look for it, thank god it was still there.

Kim concluded that i got high on too much information in one day. haha you should have seen me in PR when i received more news! haha it was hilarious. but anyways i heard/recieved a lot of information, actually they're more like revelations about people i knew, or thought i knew at least. it was damn funny! information received: was funny and so unexpected and really made my day hahahhahahahahha.

Ok i love wednesdays! web d is fun, for now. PR is too. PR lecturer is super duper nice. if only she could teach us for the whole sem. oh wells... ... oh and Comm Issues yesterday was SOOOO FUNN!!! especially the PoP Quiz... we all got AD for that!

OKies my back/shoulder hurts now.

lecture day

Lectures was fun! Lunch was good. Having tom yum noodles from the oh so special uncle at SIM with good friends, felt like year 1 again. I must say i miss those days. I enjoyed myself! Oh! then when Kristie and i went to return her MD player, we had so much fun running up and down the hallway, waving at Felix, etc! haha, so sec school! Today was the most fun i have had in school in year 2!

Rushed back home and went to buy the stuff for dinner. I cooked! He came just as i started cooking and soon we were having dinner, just the two of us. Good conversations with good company over a good meal. The first meal i cooked for him, memories. It was nice ... ... Hmm!!

back

It's been a while. I don't know if i haven't updated because i feel nothing significant happened or because i have become more private, because my thoughts, feelings and daily happenings is personal. just for those present. But anywho's im thinking i should start blogging again! Relieve stress! haha okies so... ... ...

IT"S WEEK 4 OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Unbelievable. Work is starting to pile up or rather deadlines are nearing. So monday was a hmm... let's see, enlightening, fun, and umm WORK GOT DONE! hahahah... amazing coming from me. i know you are proud. hehe. A new sem of school, new class, friendships form, closer & tighter friends, a new start, a continuation of life. Lecture is sooo boring OMG. The mic's not working so she's talking without one, and us being such diligent students are keeping oh so quiet so we can all pay attention. And she's writing on the whiteboard but i cannot see! i should have brought my glasses, damn! rights.... haha

Ok that's it for NOW!