revelations

you learn a lot from people, you learn a lot from observing people, you learn a lot just being a person. but most importantly you learn to keep yourself in check every now and again. life is never easy, its not suppose to. we're suppose to make mistakes and learn from them. i think daddy knows that i need to make my own mistakes to learn. well, the past half year has been very very interesting. not as drama as year 1, but it was interesting. working with new people, a new class, new dynamics, new circle of friends, stronger bonds with the old friends. we've all grown up in our own way. i've learnt that some people choose to live their life a certain way and will do so no matter what anybody says or does. its just the way they are. they choose to only see it one way and there's no room for negotiation. i'm excited. everything is going as planned. i'm very excited to see what life has in store for me next. i'm sure i will complain about it along the way. but it excites me to have some direction, to know that there are so many doors open to me! i have all i need right now. i have my family, my friends and ashley. that's all i really need, oh! and i have myself! ahhhh!!! so exciting! ok i miss my babyy! but he's busy working hard so yupp! to the weekend!!!!!!!!