Friday, August 31, 2007

wat a day!

lets see i got to see the cast of heroes which was quite fun but not worth the wait. then i lost my car! yes, i lost my parked car in vivocity. i couldn't find it. anyways i think daddy should buy me a car!! :) but he won't buy me a phone!!! ok so, i realised a couple of things about people, and just how mean they can be. For instance, a school mate, how he/she was so sneaky and acted so well normal when in fact he/she was pissed. Or another school mate ok well SHE isn't a schoolmate per say. She's just some girl who goes to the same school as me! well, she is hmm.. she's well, a slutty little bitch! ok well enough. i realised i am not much of a blogger anymore. i think its due to the limitations of blogging. i rather just vent to ashley and leave it at that. well, it was a good pleasant day. daddy's home! and i just learnt he's leaving again next week. woots! and when's he bringing me to bangkok??? we'll wait and seee. i rather he buy me a new phone!

Sunday, August 26, 2007

americans

OK i love the USA! but still can these people get any dumber????

watch this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj3iNxZ8Dww

Friday, August 24, 2007

mommy! its over...

finally we're done with sem 1 of year 2!! it was such a relief as i walked out of the examination hall. i am so glad. i know i shouldn't have but i bought myself some new clothes :) oh wells, i worked hard, i deserve a little something right.

i feel like i should use this space to tell some people about how i feel but i don't know. you know what, i will! its my blog so here goes!


C.G: i read your blog entry advising me to tread cautiously with D and L. Well, i did nothing wrong. I know for a fact he made it up. so there. i like how you phrased it in a way as if time and time again i am the one in the wrong. when all along it was you. I am a girl, on my way to becoming a lady. I deserve to be treated with respect. As a lady i do not sit on guys lap and act intimately with them when they are not my boyfriend. I was brought up to respect my body, and so i do not cheapen myself. And by acting intimately, in front of me no less, you not only disrespected me; but you disrespected your supposed "close" friend. I believe everything happens for a reason and you make the choices in your life. so if you want, go ahead and do what you did to him or to any other guy you want. I trust him completely and all you are achieving is making the world (outside your inner circle) look at you as a cheap girl. i've finally been able to make peace out of all this. and that's it. listen to me or not. its your life and i wish you all the best.

D: i don't know why you made up that lie, but its okay. if you need to make up a lie about me to prove something. that's your perogative.

The "plastics": you bunch of people are mean! you guys know what you did and i know i did nothing wrong. so i forgive you. its your sin to make.

My sweet lovelies (devilettes): you girls are my foundation. i am so glad to have found you. each of you have a special place in my heart.

Anisah: about 13 years of friendship! heres to 100 more! love you babe! and hurry back damn it!

Sarah: babes! you know how much you mean to me rights? your one tough girl. your dad would be so proud.

Silvia: i know we almost never see each other now, but i'm glad you called that night and we talked. coffee soon, promise.

Daphne: i know you are far far away, but we always still think about you and remember your blur-ness. loves you

Raudha: We had our differences but i am glad after 5 years of 'friendship' we've learnt to finally be friends.

Teleri: a life time worth of memories, your the sister i always wanted!

Heather: a great friend. i am so glad we worked through the whole writcomm thing. cos you are a dear dear friend.

Cassie: cous! im sorry for what happened, i am still learning. Im glad we talked and worked it out. i love you and i am calling you on sunday morning! your time!

Kara: can you try to not grow up so fast?? please....

Leon: Thanks for being a "mentor" advising me every step of the way. I hope Taiwan works out for you! loves you!

Tony: Finally right! well brother i love you and i miss you! so bring me back a box full of krispy kremes kays!!!

Mama and the daddy: awesome parents! i love you!

Ashley: hmm... i wurf you!


that's all for now! the end of a new chapter.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

worn out

i am worn out, down and out.
its too much sometimes.
i just can't cope.
i know, i'm almost at the end.
but i see myself breaking, breaking apart.
its so hard, to see whats real.
its so hard, to keep on going.
i feel like giving up, but i know i just can't.
i need to stay focused and finish what i started.
i know i can do this..
i know i can, with you by my side.


i really don't know what to do without you.

education

Some people should seriously just work in the private sector. As an educator your job is to educate. As a student, i am suppose to question, to explore, to learn more! To learn i HAVE to question damn it! Can't you people see that. Its so sad when you have so many educators out there who are doing it just cause they can't get a job anywhere else. Seriously! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I am soooo pissed right now! Argh! Some people should just return to their mother land or disappear! Argh! ok fuck...