yea baby!

woo hoo! drove on the ECP for the first time in my life! happening! woo hoo! ahhhhhH!!!!!!! yea baby! dad said i'm quite good. may be even better than tony when he started. hahahahahha. yay!

F you!

Come lets blog about every "mistake", "wrongdoings" you have made in your life. Lets start by naming eveyone in my life that i am thinking about so that the other people in my life feel left out and all those named feels special. Hmm, lets see.

Prashant
Kristle
Parthe
Ashley
Teleri
Bock
Choon Ai
Sam
Shaun


Okays what's up next. Oh yes, people change. You know how people change yes. he changed into someone i didn't really like. Then we have a conversation about how he doesn't like who has turned into and he promises me to change. I've been there and i was so happy for him for realising and for wanting to change by himself, no prompting. Because unlike you i do not bear a grudge against people for straying.

The BEST part of all is that you blog about me and then expect everything to be fine and dandy!!! YOU expect ME to come and say hello! to you... Yes. oh right... because you are the almight aren't you. Mr. I have a BIG ego.

STOP! enough! i have had enough! okay. do want you want. say what you feel. FUCK OFF!


EDIT>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

and NOW you're telling people i'm ignoring you. Ya i am. SO WHAT?

thanks and goodbye

You never fail to piss me off.
You don’t bother to find out, you assume.
Oh wait, you are the almighty.
You are the one everyone wants.
Who am I? I’m just me.
But you do not see me.
You never tried.
I let you do it.
I let you hurt me.
I thought I was over it.
I was wrong.
You still hurt me.
When will this stop? Soon?
I tried, maybe not hard enough. Maybe too hard.
I gave up. You didn’t stop hurting me.
Why don’t you see how much pain I’m in?
Wait, its all about you.
And still you do not see me.
So goodbye.

Pics baby

those days.



the sweet lovelies.



my heater.