knock on wood

i am so sleepy... argentina is out of the world cup!! i'm sad. sorry kara. haha guess youwon't get to wear those shoes of yours again. so yesterday was fun! all in all it was a good day. no wait. a great day. radio was very theoretical cause we are learning how to use the software but i think next week will be more hands on. so yupps. class was fun! and i went to aaron's place and did some colouring haha...with his sister. lol and i got marker marks all over my hands. hehe eh at least i coloured between the lines k. got home around 12 ish i think. talked for 3 hours on the phone. it was good. felt like the good not so old times. haha. k so yupp. had lunch with mimi and tata. and picked up my fendi's..yay! so yupp. haha.. yawn! k i'm gonna go sleep some more.

5 months

haha yay! k so they're leaving today so yupp. for some reason in the afternoon i was really moody. like i was just annoyed by everyone and everything. anyways first week of school is kind of rough. getting up in the morning is getting harder. but anyway. ok i got a B+ for my impromtu speech which is a relief cause i expected like a D. haha. so yupp. i am apparantly a B+ student, that's all i seem to be getting. but yupp. i will get an A for my persuasive speech! anyways, i don't know if you know. but it has been 5 months. 5 months. everything is different yet, everything is still that same. sigh. i still write to him every day. it's kind of weird cause i could just call him but ya. maybe i should combine them and publish a book one day haha. or give it to him. ok but ya. all's well that ends well. haha so exciting! i can't wait for radio this week! we're doing digital editing, so i'm kind of psyched about it. okay i love radio and i love felix so yupp!! hahahah! he rockS!!! so yupps. so here's to friday!

maybe

have you ever felt alone? have you ever wondered why something happens? have you ever wondered why you were born into this family? have you ever wondered why love hurts so much? have you ever wondered why the sky is blue? have you ever wondered things don't work out? have you ever wondered why some friendships last while other don't. have you ever wondered?

boo hoo

thailand was fun!! need i say more. and now i'm peeling!! i hate it when this happens. anyways its back to school on monday boohoo, my room's a mess again, tony's coming back tonight and umm... i love soccer! okay i know whatever. anyways so lets see i think i'm coming down with the flu which sucks and i just found out they're not showing benchwarmers in the cinemas anymore. and i was so psyched bout watching it. anyways i guess i'll just have to wait for when the dvd comes out. okie well with that said i shall get back to the oc season 3..delight!

EDIT

Ok sorry but i had to say something. i was on friendster and something like hit me when looking at my friends list. if you look under my list, go find 2 profiles and both of their primary pics has a girl kissing a guy. now click on those to profiles and tell me which ones the boyfriend and which ones the brother.. gross!! have fun!!! lol.

withdrawal symptoms

ok i was bored. and joyce did it and i thought it would be fun so yupp. there it is...

Oh btw, if you hadn't said "whatever!" things wouldn't have escalated like they did. and i am so not sorry cause i didn't do anything wrong. so go away and stop thinking like you rule the world okay. you stuck of evilperson.

wow. ok didn't realise that that would feel that good. ok then with that done here's that thingy..,


(1) I am...
Tasha!
(2) My ex was..
someone i still love and will never stop loving.
(3) Maybe I should...
go die.
(4) I love....
my family, my friends, shopping, shoes, bags, him.
(5) I don't understand....
why some things happen when they happen.
(6) I lost my...
handphone in march.
(7) My girlfriends&boyfriends are.....
awesome!
(8) People say I'm...
blur, funny, blur, insane.
(9) Love is....
sometimes not enough.
(10) Somewhere, someone lucky bastard/bitch is....
umm i dunno. i don't get this one.
(11) I will always...
remain this height. damn it!
(12) Forever...
does not exist.
(13) I never want to....
gosh i'm having a hard time answering this one. i don't know. i don't think there's anything i never wanna do.
(14) I think the current President....
is fat.
(15) When I woke up in the morning...
i had to go pee.
(16) Life is full of...
shit.
(17) My past was...
my past.
(18) I get annoyed ...
when it rains.
(19) Parties are for..
me!
(20) I wish...
i had straight hair.
(21) My pet is...
daryll!!!
(22) Kisses are the worst when..
you're not in love.
(23) Today....
is sunday.
(24) Tomorrow I'm going to...
go shopping!
(25) I really want....
my own car.
(26) I have low tolerance for people who...
stink.
(27) If I had a million dollars...
i would buy me a black volkswagon beetle and then go shopping, and give some to mommy and daddy.

yeah

yay the 2 week break is here! am going to thailand for like 4 days this weekend with like the whole extended family. loves. hope it doesn't rain, we wanna get a tan!! anyways i've had this thing for dresses recently. don't ask me why. i have no clue why. but ya anyways. i need more shoes for school!! like seriously i've been wearing the same pair every single day. anyways its time to shop!! i got my paragraph thingy done. thank god so i don't need to go back to hand it up. sweet! anyway, he called me and it was good. and i dreamt of him. it was weird cos i like dreamt of like 4 different dreams. all involving different people and all not connected. hmm interesting. anyways i hope to meet up with him soon but we'll see. well then i'm loving school and am loving where i am right now. so all is good. i miss mommy!