at the end of the day we just make do with what we have.

time

time is all but still,
it just keeps on moving.
moving forward, without looking back.
time changes everything.
time forces us to grow.
grow older, oh if only,
if only we could grow younger.
time waits for no man,
but i'm glad i waited for you.
time is what we have.
and eternity i keep for you.

piss of whore!

i don't see the point in being nice to people i do not like. i have always thought so and will continue to. way too many people, esp in MCM do that. they ar enice and friendly to ppl at face value. but for me you see, i just can't. i can't bring myself to be nice to you when you are well, not a nice person. so i don't. don't get me wrong, i will talk to you if you spoke to me. i just won't hug you or ask you how you are or anything like that. that's just the way i am. so there! i don't like you, so maybe now you can piss off from my life!

bang!

some people aught to be shot!

i'm still learning.

some times its better to say nothing. that i think i have finally learnt.

Thank you ms wee!
Thanks Ashley, you humble me, i love you!

I'm still learning so forgive me when i fail.

plans

i've started making plans for me, for us, for my career, for my family, for my life. it scares me that i have unconsciously planned out my life. i know what i want, i know who i want to be part of it. i hope it goes the way i planned it, though i know it won't. things never go as planned. there are only 2 things that i need to happen. only 2! and it will. it's funny cos at the end of the day people or a person will always look at me, point her finger at me and call me "a bitch", "immature", "childish", etc. But at the end of the day, how many other people are calling you worse? at the end of the day how many people will stand by you? and how many will stand by me? At the end of the day, yes i am 19, but oh how much i enjoy being a child again. Being childish keeps me sane, keeps me rooted, keeps me going.

During an arguement, things get said. People obviosly get bias, people get objective. those involved obviously, more than ever! we all get a little immature during an arguement cos well, when fightings occur, our animal instincts take over. But no, only i was the animal. you were the saint! so someday you will realise that you cannot live life without friends. that you cannot live life without girlfriends.

imagin walking down the isle with your daddy by your side, but wait all those trailing are boys/men, oh wait! one man! sad isn't it. i feel sad for you cos oh one day when school ends, you will realise how much people need people. But that's just me.

Here's is another cheap shot! hope you like it! :) only for you.