Wednesday, March 26, 2008

See!

WoW! Its been a very long while since i last posted. No one probably comes here anymore but anywho's here i am. And i just realised something in the last couple of days that YOU were soooo wrong to have "warned" me to "tread cautiously" about your then best friend and HIS GF, when now, you are the third party! YOU broke up a perfectly good couple that had it in them to be together forever.

Yes, i do believe you cannot steal someone who doesn't want to be stolen, but nonetheless. What you did was wicked and so wrong. It goes against everything.

So, how dare YOU? How dare YOU warn me? So yes the both of you were meant to be.

And in my opinion, it is great training for YOU to be a home-wrecker.

I never hated you, i never spread my hatred for you cos i have none, but people have asked and i told them the truth. I simply do not like what you did to me and HIS gf. IT WAS WRONG!!! and i think its hilarious that you refuse to take responsibility.

These incidences happened eons ago and yes part of me hasn't let it go but i have made progress. haha.. but it put me through a lot of thought and reflection about me, about him, about us and about ppl.

Yes, some have argued where's my confidence. The thing is i feel this has little to do with confidence. Anyone who knows me knows i am confident, i am sure of myself and know exactly what i want and will do whatever it takes to go out and get it.

Do i trust him? I must admit, i had my trust issues due to the incidences but i always knew. I always knew he would never do something like that. And now, he's assurance, assures me.

I believe everything happens for a reason and those incidences happened for a reason. I will never settle for less than i deserve. To me, you were a "teacher" in my life and you taught me a good lesson, a good life lesson. And like most students, i don't like my teachers so much!

PS: i would NEVER sit on my brother's lap. That's just gross man....