Meant to be

2 birds, 2 people, 2 locations.

we both got bird shit on us today. Now, that's more than just a coincidence.

the non-friend

you undermind me. fine!




friends who leave, were never friends to begin with.

bad day??

So today was interesting, very interesting. it started with waking up to a very weird dream, ok dream being an understatement. it was more like a nightmare. but anyways thats besides the point. i thought it was a sign to a bad day, but it turned out pretty okay. and ashley assured me that it was just a dream, and as i choose to believe dreams are the opposite of reality.

so we got an A for our comm iss presntation. GO GROUP!!! it was kinda funny cos mr bhangras was like you uys must have put in a lot of hard work in this cos it looks like it, and we were all like umm..ummm yea! totally! haha

ok then i had the weirdest hi-bye conversation with Alexis at the co-op. she said hi as i walked in headed straight for the snacks, we did not look at each other. and as i left she was behind looking at pens or penises of whatever haha and i was like bye alexis. no eye contact whatsoever! it was nice but really odd. but thats sooo alexis!

so here i am after radio sitting at my favourite spot in school blogging cos well i felt like it!

tuesday

so on the way to school today i was already late and was on lane 1 on the ECP. i heard sirens and was waiting to see an ambulance drive by in the opp direction. Then i realised the sound became louder, and i looked in the mirror and saw AMBULENCE! and i was like shit! its behind me. so i quickly moved to the left lane and said a little prayer for the person the ambulence was for.

Then when i exited the ECP at clementi at the light there was another one behind me and i was like shit! do i need to change lanes? but haha i didn't. no sirens, no lights, no emergency. thank god. so i was 15 min late for school.

i miss you so so much. i am achin again. am counting down the hours till i next see you smile.

hmm...

person 1: not talking to me cos of something i did not say.
person 2: turned all the blame on me for something you did.


so why am i still with you? Because no one else matters but you and i.

boredom

A is for age:
- 19.

B is for beer of choice:
- belly?

C is for career right now:
-events for now ONLY.

D is for what you dreamt last night
- umm nothing...

E is for perfume item you use everyday:
- dior.

F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
- greys

G is for favorite game:
- super mario!

H is for Home town:
- Singapore

I is for instruments you play:
- piano.

J is for favourite juice:
- watermelon

K is for whose butt you’d like to kick:
- ashley. he he.. its a sign of affection. really!

L is for last place you eat:
- canteen 1.

M is for music:
- i love music. who doesn't?

N is for next trip you will be taking:
- umm... clementi?

O is for overnight hospital stays:
- kawasaki disease, headaches.

P is for people you were with today:
- Classmates and friends.

Q is for quote:
- choices have consequences.

R is for Biggest Regret:
- wasting my life away.

S is for status:
- taken.

T is for time you woke up today:
- 6 30 argh!

U is for the color of your umbrella:
- silver!

V is for vegetable you love:
- carrots.

W is for worst habit:
- my temper.

X is for x-rays you’ve had:
- teeth, brain, stomach, heart.

Y is for yummy food you eat today:
- umm.. im going to eat you char kuey!

Z is for zodiac sign:
- Aquarius

siao

in all the madness you are my one constant.
in all my craziness you are my sanity.
in the depths of my heart you are my life.

thank you for sticking with me through everything. i know its been a rough couple of weeks and things are going to heat up as we get closer to the end of sem 1. but things will get better and we're going to have a bad ass break! i promise. thank you for everything. i know i have my moments, a lot these days. and still all you do is love me. change is happening. you're my everything (yes, like the song). so sunday huh... ...