loving every bloody moment

This week on a whole has been the funnest week in school yet. Like as in yes there was a whole lot of work that had to be done and stuff but it was just plain FUN!! like it wasn't a chore or anything. i love school! okay i can't really say the week cos i still have radio and stuff tomorrow but ya you get my drift right. anyways so i went to school early today to discuss writcom before consultation. then did socpsyc in school then we went down to holland v. for the interview and stuff... then sam and i had subway and chilled at coffee bean. it was fun, like chatting and stuff yupp. anyways i feel that with every assignment i submit, or with every presentation i do, a load of my shoulder. i feel somewhat lighter. anyways i love school and everyone in it!! woo hoo!! haha okay. had drama today and we ended like seriously late, at like 10pm and like then spent like 10 minutes standing around trying to figure out who takes which cab and ya.. haha. got home at 11pm, spent like more than 12 hours in school today. and we were all super hungry so yupp, had oodles and oodles of noodles.. yumms!! anyways i shall go crash now, gotta be in school early for speech consultation.. then radio..woo hoo!! okie then loves.. see ya!

home

i don't know how i can do this. i really don't. the one place i felt safe, the one place i could let my guard down, the one place i could call home, is not anymore. i really do not know how i can do this anymore. i'm so tired of everything. it's getting harder. i need guidance. oh god... i really do not know. i'm just so messed up. how?!?! it hurts so much... will someone please help me. tell me what to do. i don't want to feel anymore. i don't. i'm trying so hard to put on a happy face but its only getting harder. what should i do...

sleep

updated finally.. been really busy with school and stuff. i can't wait for sem to end. i need some r&r. as you can see i removed my want list cos i don't know how to like tick it off.. if that makes any sense. ok i need sleep. k better get back to the group discussion thing.. laters!

Happy Birthday Daryll!!!! Hope you had a great memorable happy exciting surprising lovely cool birthday!!!!

doesn't really matter

Yesterday, Shereen came by to wish Tony Happy Birthday cause she'll be busy the next couple of days. I haven't seen her in like 6 months now. Anyways i was outside my room looking for a book and she came up the stairs and i was like OMG SHEREEN! anyways we hugged and the sweet girl started tearing. Gosh! It was so sweet so we went into my room and chatted for a while. I missed her so much! She is such a dear. Anyways i have to come up with a better thesis statement for my essay. I hate WritComm!!!!!! argh! Okay we have a socpsy test later and i was trying to study in the library. but there were these stupid boys that wouldn't shut up! i swear it was so annoying! I think they were playing some computer game. Anyways i should get going now. laters.