just as i am

i attempted to edit a post or something like that and ended up deleting it. but any who, doubt anyone even reads it so yarr.. muahaha. sigh. you know i always believed that everything happens for a reason, and i still do. but sometimes when things happen you wonder why now, why today, why me. then a few days or weeks later you realise why it happened and you are thankful that it did. then there are times when you will never fully understand why it happened but look at it this way. if there is no death, there can be no life; if there is no evil, there can be no good; if we are never sad, we will never know what it is like to be happy. so sometimes we just need to believe that things will work out. have faith. easier said than done. you know everything really does happen for a reason not by accident or by coincidence. there is a reason why new movies are released on thursdays and not on any other day. there is a reason why you cross paths with the same person year after year until you finally go up and say hi. there is a reason why we all make mistakes. okay enough said. later loves.